Free Falling into my JOY~~~~~
Looking through the eyes of my infinite soul….
Oh yes….. how I felt the urge to MERGE this last past week to live in balance and harmony, living and experiencing true divine union within me. The sacred marriage of the masculine and feminine within this Sacred Union of the ~~ONE. `Halleliua`
There was so much resistance to this merge for me~~
the imbalance was clear and it was within my feminine side, I’ve been really good at taking action, but was called for here was a deeper softness a deeper willingness to allow my innocence to “Be” and to Embrace the feminine principal of receptivity all the way down to creation.
The challenge was to be willing to let go of all attachments and
to allow myself to receive all the creations( intentions) I have put out, trusting that my hearts desire is lived and experienced moment to moment.
To allow it all to show up. ~ To allow it all to show up.~
Easier said than done~
Ha, that’s the role of way`shower, the willingness to experience the discomfort so a better way can be lived and experienced.
My beautiful body was holding so much anxiety and fear within each cell of the past memories of lies. Many times I had to allow my anger to rise up to release energy~~ the lie, the belief, that I can’t have what I want. Releasing “effort”- as Effort interferes with the ability to receive”. This was a biggie. One by one the fears where embraced, felt and loved free.
The practice now is~Integration~
as I relax into this knowing and feeling unafraid of the unknown will be a moment to moment choice.
I intend and align myself with the a verse of the Tao Te Ching~
The Master acts without doing anything~ and she teaches without saying anything. Things arise and she lets them come. Things disappear and she let’s them go. She has but does not posses, she acts but does not expect. When her work is done she forgets it. That is why it lasts forever.
I honor myself for Dreaming the big dream, for the courage to live the highest vision, to go to the depths of the water and feel every inch of it into being. I continue to summon my inner Queen, I am awake, I feel inspired, I know my truth and I boldly speak it.
Because I refuse to live in the old earth, as ordinary has never excited me, I am in the new Earth, and I want ecstasy.
As I was writing the date, I realized a very very Synchronistic celebration on this day for me, It was exactly 4 years ago today, December 4th, 2009 when a few good friends gathered at my home to witness me, getting married. My first wedding, was a my self love ceremony to myself. And now to experience true divine union within me, is sacred. I am Home, I am Free, I am Love.
I am the Mother I am awakened I am Ma Buddha…I am the Passion the New Earth.
I dream I create I enjoy…..
I Am ~Kornelia unleashing my Venus